It's Been Awhile...

Where o where is time going? I ended up not getting the promotion. They took it out of my boss's hands and went higher, so they ended up not listening to the building's desires. O well, the new girl should do well, and I hope that nobody on staff is too upset about me not getting the promotion, I truly doubt it anyway. I have realized that for some reason or another emotionally I have been very closed lately. I have no real reason for it, and I feel that the people closest to me have felt it and seen it. I guess I'm just finally realizing that for the most part, the few girls I have liked are just going to be girls I have liked. Not that it's a huge deal mind you, I'm not one of the people that doesn't realize there are more fish in the sea, but it can be disheartening at times when you feel like you've found someone that you feel a real connection with and then you find out they weren't feeling near the same. In the end though, I've grown a lot as a person in the last year or so, especially in this sense, so I guess it was just good to finally write all of that down. I've decided that Im only going to put forth as much effort as is returned. Well, maybe a little more than that, I mean, I am me, and there's no hiding that. But I'm not going to be there for people so much that aren't there for me. It drains me physically, mentally, and emotionally. Honestly, I can only deal with so much of it. Hmm, on a brighter note, I'm cleaning out my room! Woo woo! I'm gettin rid of stuff (clothing included) that I don't use/need anymore. It's very liberating :)